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Still scared out of my skull.


I moved in today. I'm in college now, and it's really sinking in. I'm still scared out of my wits. Oh well. I will get over it, eventually. I got inundated with keys today. I need a key for my mailbox, a key to get into my building, a key to get into the third floor girl's bathroom, and a key to get into my room. Lots o' keys. I'm on the third floor, which would be awesome, if not for the conspicuous absence of elevators. I've got a built-in exercise program. Especially since I'm walking to all my classes. I have a roommate named Emily, but she hasn't shown yet. Excitement.

Feeling kinda moody, melancholy - homesick, really, and it hasn't even been a day. I've also had a headache on-again off-again all day. Part of that may be dehydration. I don't know.

Mama and Becca are taking me out to breakfast tomorrow morning, then leaving. I'm terrified, to be honest. I'm tempted to just lock myself in my room and only come out for classes. But that's not gonna get me anywhere, so I won't.

I also miss Otonashi liek whoa. She's my best friend, and I miss her. She's going to Japan for a year. Then she's going back to NMSU.

I'm going to go read comfort-fiction now. Get my mind off being silly.

God, I miss my cats, too.